Wednesday, November 28, 2007

I praise your Holy Name, my Lord, for delivering my son to safety. I am also so truly grateful, that he was able to get his old job back. It's almost like he was given a "Do Over", a fresh start, new lease on life. I know, that it was you, my Lord, that delivered him, all the way from Arizona to Iowa, safe, secure and in one piece. That was truly a miracle and my faith was surely tested. But now, he is back and safe and hopefully will appreciate all your blessings. Thank you!

10 comments:

THE KING'S SHEPHERD said...

Sounds like great news Babz! I have been missing you my friend and hope you are doing well!
Love,
Lori

THE KING'S SHEPHERD said...

Just popping my head in to say hello! Hope you are experiencing God's love and grace today!

~Babz~ said...

Lori, as of late, calamity has slapped my family. At the same time, I have watched as my children have certainly been tested. As well, really dangerous things have happened to all three. See, I fall asleep every nite, in my prayers. Every nite, I pray that God will place his Angels around my babies and theirs. Three, actually four things happened where they could have each been killed. At first, I was utterly in pain for what they'd gone through. Then, I began to see just how bad it could have been. Not a hair on their heads was damaged. It most certainly could have been devastating. I can see that my faith is earnestly tested. I can also see that Satan attacks my children to get to me. Right now, more so than I can remember, I am in a spiritual war. Every day I've had to fight off this darkness. From where it comes I do not know? I do but I mean the onset of these dark feelings. I fight to not feel dismal, with no hope, waiting for the doom. I can feel this is the test of a lifetime. I am as Job was and spiritually feel covered in scabs. But I rejoice in my Lord, I only ask that he not allow Satan to win against me or mine.
I need to walk in His light. I want to inspire and be inspired. I want for people to know I am the daughter of God again. I realize I was dancing and dining with the devil. My God is a jealous God and does not take kindly to that behavior. I couldn't or would not look at it at the time. I felt rejected by God, I did not feel the presence of Jesus. But my Mother pointed out to me, it was me that let go of Christ/Yeshua's hand. It was me. Satan almost won, as I attempted to hang myself 4 times. Yes, it was that bad and for the life of me, I should be dead but each time, something held me up. My throat is still sore, almost 3 weeks later. You see, I was a General in Satan's Army. He wants me bad. He taunts me and fills me with such shame, pain, guilt and crazy thoughts. It is a war. I do not understand why I must go through this? I ask that God walks with me as I can't see in this dark. I need to walk in the light again.

I am grateful for your friendship, Lori. You have been a blessing and your messages have always been received at my lowest moments, just about when I needed them the most. I hope, even with this revelation, you will continue to be my friend and continue to bless me with your presence???

Big Love,

Babz

THE KING'S SHEPHERD said...

Babz, Of course I will continue to be your friend! I am so sorry it has been so very rough and that it has led you to try to take your life. Wish I could come over and we could sip tea together and cry together. Babz, I rejoice that you are still here and alive! You are an important part of the body of Christ and we, His church, need you!
I am about to head to bed and will pray for you as I do. Thanks for being real and letting me know how you are doing. I care that you are hurting Babz. May you feel God's grace tonight!
Love,
Lori

THE KING'S SHEPHERD said...

Prayed for you last night Babz, and I am thinking about you today.

Sir Kreshnik said...

((((((Babz))))))
Just because I don't post much, don't think for one minute that your not in my thoughts and prayers! Because you are, quite often. Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a better New Year.
Keep up the battle and never give up your Faith.
Big Hugs
Terry

~Babz~ said...

Sir Kreshnik, your hug is wonderful and I thank you. You have a wonderful Christmas too.

~Babz~ said...

Lori, I am so grateful for you, that's all I can say, just so grateful!

THE KING'S SHEPHERD said...

I too am grateful for you babz!

~Babz~ said...

Thanks Lori!!!