My Lord, I have fallen. Help me up, help me out. Please feel my pain here. You know my heart and I've only always wanted to be a good daughter. Why am I tested so? I think I failed the test, is there no redemption?
Please do not leave me here. Walk me through this, I beg you. I can not do this alone. I shout it to the roof tops that you are my Lord and Master, the King of all Kings. There is no other God before you. Hand down your wisdom. Give me strength. Allow me to walk in your light and show me the way.
I have no more tears, they are dried by the flames of this hell. Lord, there must be a reason, for all this. You know that reason and hopefully, one day, I too will understand what it is, you are teaching me. Until then, please help me understand, why I must endure all this.
I am grateful, for many things. My children have been watched over by your Angels and I am more than thankful. They have forgiving souls and they have shown even me forgiveness. What a wonderful thing, that they have turned out to be good people. No they are not worldly successful but they are basically good and caring people. I could not ask for more. I am grateful.
My Lord, show me the way. I walk in the dark and need your light lest I stumble. I praise Your holy Name. Praise You my Lord, praise You. Amen