Saturday, June 09, 2007
My entire life, has been turmoil, trials and tribulations. Lord, I ask for your pardon and mercy, for the bad choices I've made. My choices not only impacted myself but my family, my children or anyone that was in my life. I left my husband at his worst moment because I did not know what addiction is and was. I do now. I ask for forgiveness for my part in his pain. All this went on to affect my children too. Here I thought I was this pion but I had all this responsibility for grooming and molding my sons. I taught them how to be wrong and I ask you for forgiveness, help me make it right. Please do not make them suffer the sins of the father and mother. Give me some time to teach them of your infinite love and forgiveness. Let them feel they can come to you, just as I am now. I am going through another tough time Lord and I need your strength and guidance. I can not hide from you and I know, you see my sin. Let me lead and not hinder, give me strength to get it all done. Help me with my pain Lord. I am your daughter and need you to hold my hand, please sweet, sweet Jesus, hold my hand.
Posted by ~Babz~ at 5:50 AM