Saturday, May 26, 2007
Lord, give me a moment of my life that has joy. I have been beat down, for so long. I ask for a time, where I may undo some of the wrong, try to make it right, to teach my children, the important things. Give me this time, please Heavenly Father.
Forgive me for all the things, I taught them, forgive me for harming my children and teaching them so many bad things, habits, traits. Give me the time to try to rectify the situation. Give me the means to do it. Let my book become successful, so people will understand and see, the other side of the coin. I want their eyes to be opened to compassion, empathy and understanding. Let it be successful and reach the masses. Then, once I have their attention, I will write of my Spiritual Journey and they will see that it was You, that held my hand and guided me through the fires. It was You Lord, who tempered me, tempered and taught. Let them see this. Let them let go of their religion and doctrine and focus on your will, not that of a money hungry and controlling church. Let them understand your will for them to have a charitable heart. Let them begin to see that you want them to love and see people through God's eyes and not judge. Let them begin to understand, that if they do not understand, they must pray for wisdom and understanding beyond what they see and judge.
Give them ears to hear and eyes to see. May the scales fall off. Let me be and help with this. Give me the time and help me to use it wisely.
Give me support Lord by placing your Angels around me and mine. I ask all this in Your Name. Amen